Bitterness

Bitterness is an evil fruit produce by one's unwillingness to forgive another his trespasses. Jesus told his disciples that they must forgive ALL others.Unforgiveness can make no alibi before God. It is without excuse. Furthermore, more unforgiveness brings a curse.

*The root of unforgiveness is bitterness if you do not deal with it.It will produce resentment to hatred*


Jesus taught that anyone who asked his forgiveness for their insurmountable sin debt and then refused to forgive another in the smallest matter would be turned over to the tormentors(Matt 18:21-35) The tormentors are demon spirits and to be under the power of evil spirits is a curse. The only way to escape the curse brought on by unforgiveness is through repentance towards God and forgiveness of all who need forgiving.

Bitterness and unforgiveness penalize both the unforgiving and unforgiven (John 20:23). When unforgiveness prevails two persons become entangled in a evil bondage. The unforgiven person is held unwilling in a broken relationship and unforgiving one is tormented. As the root of bitterness grows stronger through repeated rejections consequential feeding upon the hurts, it produce anger, hatred, retaliating, violence and murder (in that order.)

A spirit of memory recall is "a companion spirit" to bitterness, keeps the pain full memories of past hurts alive continually reviewing in ones mind the time and events of those hurt. A variety of weeds invades our garden. It is name the "careless weed". When it first appears, it is among the most frail of weeds. It can be plucked up with the fingertips. But the careless weeds grow very rapidly and within a few days will become taller than an eight foot stalk of corn.

It tap root will have increased to an inch or more in diameter and will be deepen into the soil. The tiny seeds of the careless weeds are multitudinous. A gardener knows that the time to deal with a careless weed is at the first sign of it appearance. Each of us is a spiritual gardener purposing to produce the fruit of the spirit which is love,joy,peace,long-suffering,gentleness,goodness,faith,meekness and temperance.(Gal 5:22-23;6:8-9).

Bitterness is the careless weed that would invade our garden. The sooner bitterness is dealt with the easier it is to destroy. Therefore,looking diligently lest any root of bitterness springing up trouble you and thereby be defiled.

*When you let bitterness inside you automatically backslide and fall from grace of God* Hebrew 12:14-15, Psalm 16:18*

My Testimony

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My father who played  professional basketball rejected me when I was a baby. I was born out of adultery and was raised by my mother who was there for me financially but  was not there emotionally. Feeling rejected from both parents this led me to look for love in all the wrong places. I was molested at a very early age by the babysitter daughter and my mother ex-boyfriend. At the age of 7, I begin to watch pornography.(I encouraged those who have children to pray and watch your children because I battled with pornography for about 16 years.) When I turned 12, suicide was very heavy that I tried to hang myself in the bathroom. I felt no one love me I hated myself.At the age of 14, fornication came into my life and I became a out of control teen. I begin to rebel/disrespect my mother. In high school I was raped by three men and I  begin to live in a homosexuality lifestyle, prostitution, stripping, smoking, drinking, going to the clubs, and  trying to commit suicide by taking pills. My first year in college I found out I was five months pregnant and I had abortion. Seven months down the  road  I found out I was two months pregnant and I had another abortion. To make a long story short  in July 2005, I found out I was pregnant the third time and God spoke to me. He begin to take the desires of the world out of me. In August of 2005 I went to church  did not know anything about God or the bible.At that time the father of my child  and my family didn't want anything to do with me so I was homeless in my car for about 7 1/2 months in my pregnancy. I stayed faithful in my walk with  Christ and God touched my mother's heart to bring  back home to get my life together. As I continue to seek Christ I have traveled to share/spread the Good News about what God has done! God is able and if He can do it for me then He can do it for YOU!
                                                    
      ~ And they overcame him by the blood of the Lamb, and by the word of their testimony; and they loved not their lives unto the death. Rev 12:11~

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