My father who played professional basketball rejected me when I was a baby. I was born out of adultery and was raised by my mother who was there for me financially but was not there emotionally. Feeling rejected from both parents this led me to look for love in all the wrong places. I was molested at a very early age by the babysitter daughter and my mother ex-boyfriend. At the age of 7, I begin to watch pornography.(I encouraged those who have children to pray and watch your children because I battled with pornography for about 16 years.) When I turned 12, suicide was very heavy that I tried to hang myself in the bathroom. I felt no one love me I hated myself.At the age of 14, fornication came into my life and I became a out of control teen. I begin to rebel/disrespect my mother. In high school I was raped by three men and I begin to live in a homosexuality lifestyle, prostitution, stripping, smoking, drinking, going to the clubs, and trying to commit suicide by taking pills. My first year in college I found out I was five months pregnant and I had abortion. Seven months down the road I found out I was two months pregnant and I had another abortion. To make a long story short in July 2005, I found out I was pregnant the third time and God spoke to me. He begin to take the desires of the world out of me. In August of 2005 I went to church did not know anything about God or the bible.At that time the father of my child and my family didn't want anything to do with me so I was homeless in my car for about 7 1/2 months in my pregnancy. I stayed faithful in my walk with Christ and God touched my mother's heart to bring back home to get my life together. As I continue to seek Christ I have traveled to share/spread the Good News about what God has done! God is able and if He can do it for me then He can do it for YOU!
~ And they overcame him by the blood of the Lamb, and by the word of their testimony; and they loved not their lives unto the death. Rev 12:11~
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